Isn't Something Missing?

Something funny?? MADNESS!! (My poor brother…)

Tori-chan — Sun, 28 Oct 2007 14:45:52 +0000

Check out this video: Who Stole My Marchmallows?!?

Wicca and Sleep

Tori-chan — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:34:00 +0000

I always have something I want to do but feel I cannot do. Right now, that something is studying Wicca. I want to study but I just don’t know where to start! I’ve been reading since I was 11, that’s 7 years, but I still don’t know Wicca… I’m really tired… I guess I’ll read myself to sleep…

Failing

Tori-chan — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 20:59:05 +0000

I hate this I drew a little bit a while ago but I failed so hard! Argh! I don’t even know what else to say… My head hurts badly. Ugh.

Motivational Self-Talk

Tori-chan — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 17:48:29 +0000

I wanna draw… So why am I sitting here typing? Am I “not in the mood”? Am I procrastinating? Or am I scared of failing? Yeah, thats definitely it, I “can’t” draw lately because I’m afraid of failing myself and drawing badly… But you know what? Oh fucking well. I’m going to draw. I’m going listen to my music (Tommy february6 at the moment) and draw my little heart out! That’s right! Wish me luck!

~Tori-chan

Being Blocked

Tori-chan — Wed, 24 Oct 2007 10:28:14 +0000

I feel like crap. I woke up before 5, it’s 6:13, and I just generally feel icky. I need an outlit. I need to use my creative energy, but where? I love writing, drawing, singing… But I cant find the will to write or draw… And when I sing I beat myself up for sounding bad. I’m cold, but it I close the one window I have open in the other room I’ll be hot, besides, my cat, Dust-Bunny, is in that window enjoying the little fresh air she can get.

Anyways… I hate being blocked, especially creatively as it make my head feel like it’s going to explode. It’s much like a sinus infection for me (odd, but true).

My pile of books I want to read is growing, but I feeling like I can’t even finish reading a manga (or any comic). I don’t know what’s wrong with me… I guess I have to just try harder. Just pick a book and finish it! It’s the same with writing I suppose… Which, in turn, connects to my drawing, as when I draw a cool new character I must write about her (usually it’s a her, I can’t draw guys…) right away…

I’m still yawning, but 7 hours of sleep is plenty considering I’ve been sleeping for 12 the past… I don’t knowhow many nights… And lets not talk about naps!

Why do I have to feel so shitty! Argh! I hate this! Well I probably am going to fall asleep… But forward march!

~Tori-chan