I feel like crap. I woke up before 5, it’s 6:13, and I just generally feel icky. I need an outlit. I need to use my creative energy, but where? I love writing, drawing, singing… But I cant find the will to write or draw… And when I sing I beat myself up for sounding bad. I’m cold, but it I close the one window I have open in the other room I’ll be hot, besides, my cat, Dust-Bunny, is in that window enjoying the little fresh air she can get.
Anyways… I hate being blocked, especially creatively as it make my head feel like it’s going to explode. It’s much like a sinus infection for me (odd, but true).
My pile of books I want to read is growing, but I feeling like I can’t even finish reading a manga (or any comic). I don’t know what’s wrong with me… I guess I have to just try harder. Just pick a book and finish it! It’s the same with writing I suppose… Which, in turn, connects to my drawing, as when I draw a cool new character I must write about her (usually it’s a her, I can’t draw guys…) right away…
I’m still yawning, but 7 hours of sleep is plenty considering I’ve been sleeping for 12 the past… I don’t knowhow many nights… And lets not talk about naps!
Why do I have to feel so shitty! Argh! I hate this! Well I probably am going to fall asleep… But forward march!
~Tori-chan
